only i decide ,

So there is someone in my life who barely deserves the air she breathes and, for the past 10 months or so, she's been making my life miserable. I am trying desperately to get away but until I can tell her to f*** off, I’ve made a very conscious decision...in my many recent lonely late nights I came to the realization that there is a very long list of things in my life that I can’t change or control and I will concentrate my efforts on the short list that I can control. My first goal is to not let this retched excuse for a person decide how I feel on a daily basis. In the past 3 months I’ve gotten ten times better at ignoring her and my goal over the next week is to completely cut out her control over my emotional well-being. Because no one has the right to control how I feel, my emotions are my decision and at the end of the day, week, month they are the only thing that is truly mine.